This week I could feel something happening with my being as a yoga-teacher, that has happend many many times before in my life: the quiet drift. The quiet drift happens after a few months whenever I start something new - I took acting classes, I drifted away from that quietly; I took spiritual healing classes, and drifted away from being a spiritual healer quietly. I could go on and on! And now with being a yoga-teacher?!
So, when I watched the beginning of yet another quiet drift my warning bells started ringing BIG TIME and I asked myself: Why, oh why, do I do this? Why do I drift away from things that were supposed to change my life? Things that I love? Things that were important to me?
And the answer? Self-love! :-)
Whenever I start something unusual I want people to approve of it - not just some people, ALL people! As in all 7 Billion of you guys should be able to find whatever I do cool, wonderful, great! And we all know: Not gonna happen!
And who's on the forefront of the ones that don't approve? Jep, that would be ME! I just can't be cool, wonderful, great enough for myself... until now I couldn't! ;-)
Now, I know: If I love myself, it's OK, if some people think, I'm just not cool enough! None of my business! I do the things I do - 'cause that's just who I fucking AM! :-)
Here are this week's pictures:
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